Last night was bad my doubts were all I really had realizing I was alone and trying to think of someone to phone but no one came to mind there was nothing for me to say that just anyone would understand I was scared and afraid I was so alone we're neurotic we've had it! surround myself with people but I'm always alone human props small talk keeps silence from imposing my own mindmy worst enemy it will destroy me slowly more coffee more coffee more coffee I'm going numb we're neurotic we've had it it's hard for me to explain it's hard to explain it's hard to understandall the fear and phobia that lays inside and traps this man when I'm surrounded I wanna scream and kick down the walls destroy what hold me I wanna smash it all we're neurotic we've had it